"In human life, the guru's place is pre-eminent. By keeping utmost faith in the guru alone, everything is obtained. A devotee's entire strength is due to his guru. Devotion to the guru is superior to devotion to gods and goddesses. The guru is the supreme being."

Wednesday, December 19, 2012

Sai Gita 9 (Jnana Yoga part 3-1)





Sai Gita 9 (Jnana Yoga part 3):
Brahma Jnana (Knowledge about Self- realization)
As humans we have to cultivate four major practices of spiritual world (Sadhana Chatustaya), and dedicate ourselves in Guru’s worship. Then Guru will show his grace upon us. When we have the dispassion and a strong desire for liberation (Mukti), knowledge will be imparted by our Guru. Guru is the ultimate provider of happiness and bliss.  Guru always surprises us by giving what our mind does not expect. Guru can only give you that ultimate bliss and self- realization.
   
What is Brahman or Universal consciousness?
Brahman is Sat, the Absolute, Reality. That which exists in the past, present and future; which has no beginning, middle and end; which is unchanging and not conditioned by time, space and causation; which exists during the waking, dream and deep sleep states; which is of the nature of one homogeneous essence, is Sat. This is found in Brahman, the Absolute.

THE SEVEN STAGES OF JNANA (Jnana Bhumikas)
There are seven stages of Jnana or the seven Jnana Bhumikas.
Jnana (Knowledge) should be developed through a deep study of Atma Jnana Sastras and association with the wise and the performance of virtuous actions without any expectation of fruits.



1) Subheccha or good desire, which forms the first Bhumika or stage of Jnana. This will irrigate the mind with the waters of discrimination and protect it. There will be non-attraction or indifference to sensual objects in this stage. The first stage is the substratum of the other stages. From it the next two stages, viz., Vicharana and Tanumanasi will be reached.

2) Vicharana  (Self- enquiry): Constant Atma Vichara (Self- enquiry) forms the second stage.

3)  Asangha Bhavana (Tanumanasi):  This is attained through the cultivation of special indifference to objects. The mind becomes thin like a thread. Hence the name Tanumanasi. Tanu means thread - threadlike state of mind. In the third stage, the aspirant is free from all attractions. If any one dies in the third stage, he will remain in heaven for a long time and will reincarnate on earth again as a Jnani. The above three stages can be included under the Jagrat state.

4) Sattvapatti: This stage will destroy all Vasanas (Impressions)  to the root. This can be included under the Svapana state. The world appears like a dream. Those who have reached the fourth stage will look upon all things of the universe with an equal eye.

5) Asamsakti:  There is perfect non-attachment to the objects of the world. There is no Upadhi or waking or sleeping in this stage. This is the Jivanmukti stage in which there is the experience of Ananda Svaroopa (the Eternal Bliss of Brahman) replete with spotless Jnana. This will come under Sushupti.

6) Padartha Bhavana: This is knowledge of Truth.

7) Turiya, (The state of superconsciousness): This is Moksha. This is also known by the name Turiyatita. There are no Sankalpas (desires). All the Gunas disappear. This is above the reach of mind and speech. Disembodied salvation (Videhamukti) is attained in the seventh stage.

Once we understand these seven stages of Jnana, we have to take a careful look at the first two that is Good desire and Self enquiry, so that we can be eligible for Guru’s grace. We need Guru’s help to reach the ultimate goal and to go through all the seven stages. This is what every human being should be thinking about all the time. Because this is the truth and everything else is an illusion as per the scriptures. This is what Baba wanted us to pursue.

To experience Brahman and to understand this, what do we need to do?
In Sai Satcharita 16th and 17th chapters we have adequate information about this knowledge. Once a rich gentle man came to Baba and asked him to give him the knowledge of Brahman. Baba told him that he is very happy to do that and he told him that it is rare that people ask me for this. In the meanwhile, Baba sends a boy to borrow 5 rupees from a shop keeper and other people. He wanted to teach a lesson to this rich man as he was greedy. Baba then gave a good discourse on Brahman. He wanted 5 rupees and this signifies the following;

            For seeing Brahman one has to give five things, i.e. surrender five things and they are as follows.

(1) Five Pranas (vital forces),  Prana, Apana, Samana, Vyana and Udana.
(2) Five senses (five of action and five of perception),
(3) Mind,
(4) Intellect
(5) Ego.

This path of Brahma-Jnana or self-realization is 'as hard as to tread on the edge of a razor'.

The path of knowledge of Brahman is difficult. It is not easy to follow for all and sundry. When the time is ripe, it appears before that fortunate person, all of a sudden.

The knowledge of Brahman can be attained flawlessly by the highest category of aspirants.

Mediocre persons are always tradition bound and must proceed stage by stage.

The former ones have a spiritual flight, like the path of a bird; the latter follow the steps of tradition, according to the Shastras (Scriptures).

But for the incapable person, the whole effort about Brahman is useless.

Without that self-control and discrimination, there is no other sure means of achieving Brahman.

Though this is the real truth told by the Vedas, can it be possible for everyone to practice?

It is only through diligence and practice, when even your bones seem ready to disintegrate, that the Gurus grace descends and enlightenment dawns slowly.

When there is the true knowledge of the Self, that person’s entire nature becomes one with Brahman. At such a stage, the whole universe burns down in the fire of Brahman and the world turns into ashes. 



OM SAI RAM! 

Wednesday, December 12, 2012

Sai Gita 8; Jnana Yoga (Part 2)

Sai Gita 8; Jnana Yoga (Part 2) Telugu Talk:



Sai Gita 8; Jnana Yoga (Part 2)
Sai’s love is supreme and his guidance is matchless. His grace is unfathomable. He made Nana chandorkar or other devotees to gravitate towards him where ever they are. Nana was initially reluctant to visit Baba but Sai made him come to Shirdi and tells him that their relationship was for many lives.

 One day Nana Chandorkar, Bere, Lakshman, Maruti and other devotees were present there. They were all were seated in the Dwarakamai looking at Baba to their hearts content, as a child lovingly gazes at his mother when they meet, after she had been gone for a long time. They were deeply immersed in happiness and lost all count of time. Nanasaheb Chandorkar then joined his hands in supplication and said, "Baba, you are not giving us a reply no matter how many times we ask you. Why are you annoyed with us? You are verily the almighty. If you are angry with us where else can we find shelter in this universe?"

Baba smiled, "I am never angry with anyone. You are all my children. On whom should I show my anger? I never feel anger against any one. I am as you are in front of the almighty Venkusa. Why indeed should anyone be annoyed and show anger towards anyone else?"
Baba continued, "Keep remembering what I have told you before and pay careful heed to what I am going to reveal to you now. Nana, if you have embedded what I have told you earlier carefully in your heart, you would have understood the greatness of the four-fold sadhana. The person who is diligent in the practice of the four-fold sadhana will realize the Brahman easily.

Sadhana is the efforts one makes towards one's salvation and towards achieving the ever pure knowledge of self.

Sadhana is of four kinds. 
Discrimination of the permanent and the impermanent nature of things (Nitya- Anitya vastu viveka).           
Dispassion (Vairagya) 
Samadamadi Shat Sampatti (Six practices of mental restraint). 
Mumukshu  (The quality of the active quest for knowledge).

Discrimination of the permanent and the impermanent nature of things (Nitya- Anitya vastu viveka)
 "Let me tell you first about the discriminate wisdom of permanence and impermanence. The firming up of the belief that Brahman is the permanent truth and the world is an impermanent lie, until it is a rocklike like foundation of all thought is the discriminate wisdom of permanence and impermanence. Many try to talk about this discrimination and the knowledge of permanence and impermanence and make an exhibition of their foolish ignorance. Many go in groups to Pandharpur begging for alms on the way. Not one of these has come to know the Brahman.

Who is Brahman? What does he look like? Where does he stay? Who knows these things?"
"Those who go in groups to Pandharpur merely to boast to the others that they too had performed the pilgrimage are not the true devotees. Some read many books on spirituality. They give instruction to the others about morals and the right conduct, but they themselves are not pure. As long as one's heart is impure, what is the use of books or of teaching? They are like the frogs in the lake of knowledge, who instead of drinking deeply of the nectar of knowledge flowing from the lotus which is Brahman; eat instead greedily the mud of barren arguments lying on the bed of the lake."

Dispassion (Vairagya):
"Those who speak criticizing others will stay on in the mud. They will not gain wisdom. Those who indulge in barren arguments and those who always criticize others will not gain the knowledge of the Brahman. He who has no desires for either the worldly or the spiritual is the man of true dispassion. Nana! Know this to be the truth.”
Samadamadi Shat Sampatti (Six practices of mental restraint):
"Nana! Shama, dama, titiksha, uparati, sraddha and samadhana are the six sadhanas.
Sama is to possess mental restraint towards sensory objects.
Dama is to forcibly restrain the body and the senses from seeking sensory enjoyment.
Titiksha is forbearance. It is to bear with equanimity all that is happening one as a result of prarabhda karma.
Uparati is the withdrawal of the senses so that one does not fall into the maya of considering woman, gold, children, relatives and friends as true.
Sraddha is the faith and devotion to one's guru.
Samadhana is to look at happiness or misery with an equal eye.

Mumukshu  (The quality of the active quest for knowledge):
The one who has the strong desire for moksha in his heart, and disregarding everything else; searches sincerely for the path to achieve the knowledge of the Brahman is a mumukshu. I have described the qualities of a mumukshu earlier. Moksha is not Kailash, the abode of Shiva or Vaikuntha, the abode of Vishnu. Moksha is a very difficult thing to achieve. The path to moksha has many obstacles and pitfalls. Nana! Pay close attention. To conjoin with the pure consciousness which is the basis and the foundation of this universe is moksha. To reach that everlasting stage is the object of human endeavor (purushartha). All else is a waste."

Chaitanya (Consciousness):
"Nana heard the able one with joy. He joined his hands in supplication and asked, "Baba, what is pure consciousness? What are its characteristics? Where does one find it?"

Pure Consciousness and its characters:
"Baba replied patiently, "What is the basis for this universe; what is existing in all living and non- living creation and is still left over; what is the life force which is the foundation of the universe is the pure consciousness. In what, the universe again merges at the end of it, all is pure consciousness. What is visible to our eye in the entire universe is that Brahman. The pure consciousness shines without interruption in all in the form of, "I am ", "I am". This is a constant experience of all living beings.

You asked me where the pure consciousness is. You tell me where it is not. You may search everywhere in this universe and outside it; you will never find a place where it is not. Everything is pure consciousness. It has no name and no form. As the air is beyond shape or form or color or other attributes so is pure consciousness. That is pure consciousness or Brahman. Never forget this truth. The saints who have realized themselves are always in the direct experience of the Brahman. The various animal life, plant life and humanity are all its forms. The seer, the seen, the look, the knowledge, the energy - pure consciousness is the basis or the foundation for all this. It is omnipresent. It is pure bliss. It is the true knowledge. The form of that pure consciousness is Brahman."

"Nana was still not clear in his mind. He joined his hands in supplication and said,
"Baba, Oh complete and able Sadguru! You say that the Brahman is everywhere; you say it is pure bliss and it is one. If it is one, how is that visible to us in so many forms in this universe? You say that the pure consciousness is filling everything in the animate and inanimate world. And you say that its form is pure bliss. Why then is there so much misery in this world? I am not able to understand this. How can one born blind in both eyes appreciate beauty? In the same way, how can pure consciousness which is the truth abide in this world which is an illusion? If you say that the soul is the pure consciousness, how are there so many souls when the consciousness is one? Each soul has its own experience of pleasure and pain; happiness and misery. How can you say that a single pure consciousness abides in all and everywhere? The soul abiding in each body is different from the others. How can you say that the pure consciousness is the soul? I believe that they are different. Please clear my doubt."

"Baba patiently replied, "Oh Nana, you are making a mistake here. Still your mind in concentration and peacefully listen do what I say. Take some pots of water and mix white, black, yellow, green, red, pink, green and magenta colors in the water. They all look different from each other. But the water is the same in all pots. The water seems red in the red pot and yellow in the yellow pot. If the mixed colors are removed somehow from the water, the same water remains. In the same way, the soul is one. The hearts are many. It is only when the soul and the heart are joined in one place that the happiness or sadness is experienced. Know this well, Nana." "The Atman has no difference or division. It is the same everywhere. This is the truth. Happiness or sadness is the dharma relating to the heart. The heart gets the consciousness only when it is conjoined with the soul. Let me explain this in more detail so that you can understand it easily.

This consciousness shines in the beings in the form of paramardhaka, vyavaharika and pratibhasika depending on the progression and spiritual maturity of the beings. Oh Narayana, even though the body is one it has the various forms of youth, maturity and old age. It is the same case with the consciousness."

"Paramardhaka consciousness may be seen only in the saints.
Vyavaharikas: Those who model their conduct as enjoined by the sastras and know what is to be retained and what discarded and progress towards salvation are the Vyavaharikas.
Pratibhasika: Those who believe the untruth to be the truth and whose intellect is steeped in ignorance are the pratibhasika.

You should know that the Pratibhasika are the ignorant, the vyvaharika are the wise and the paramardhaka are saints. Even so, the same Atman shines in all.

The king, his officer, and his emissary are all part of the same kingdom. The basis and the foundation of their power is the constitution of that country. Even then, there are differences amongst them. One rides in state on the elephant and sits on the throne. He moves about as he fancies. All the people follow the constitution. It is the duty of every one to follow it without demur. The king, his officialdom, the servants, and the people are all different but they all follow the same constitution. The king may die but the constitution lives on. The successor to the king obtains his power from that. That constitution is not a thing to be purchased or sold commercially but all weal is available because of it. By which constitution the king sits on throne, by the same constitution the servants serve him and look after his every comfort. The king gets the greatest benefit from it; his officialdom gets lesser benefit, his servants even less benefit and the common people the least benefit. In the same manner he who has realized and experienced that his soul and the Brahman are one; gets the Brahman in its full form."

Nana heard what Baba said. He was still perplexed. He asked, "Baba how does the constitution which is one for all change to so many forms to benefit people in different ways? By such division does not its unity get disturbed?" Well asked Nana," said Baba, "The constitution is a unified whole. It is indivisible. But it looks as if it is divided and applied differently to different individuals. The same applies to pure consciousness too. Pure consciousness is not divisible but the individual obtains only what he grasps. Let us take the example of pots of various sizes filled with water. The same sky one sees in the mighty river is seen in the pots too. The pot may be big or small; the sky reflected in the water contained in the pots or the river is the same. In the river one sees the biggest reflection of the sky. The sky in each pot seems smaller or larger depending on the size of the pot. Has the sky been divided? In the same way is the case with pure consciousness. This world is an illusion (maya). Brahman and maya have joined together to create this world."

Maya:
Nana then asked, "How has this Maya originated? Who originated it? When did it arrive and from where? You said that pure consciousness is the basis and foundation of this world. You also said that the entire universe is nothing but pure consciousness. Whence sprang this Maya?"

Baba, that kindness incarnate patiently replied to Nana. "I will let you know whence this Maya came. Listen to me with concentrated attention, Oh son of Govinda.

The energy contained in pure consciousness is Maya. Maya encloses pure consciousness.
As how one cannot separate sugar and its sweetness, as one cannot separate the sun and its light; in the same way are the Maya and the Brahman. The sun and the sunlight are two different words. But it is only by a conjoining of the both, that the form of the sun visible to us. We distinguish and identify the sun by its form, the heat and the light it radiates. We have to look at Maya and Brahman in a similar way. But there is an end to Maya and there is no end to pure consciousness. Pure consciousness has no beginning too. It just is. It is by Maya or Prakriti or Nature that this whole world has formed.

"Those who enter the cave of Self- Realization do not revert to ignorance. They take the form of that cave and dance in the joy of infinite bliss. The reason for all this is eternal Brahman. Maya is his creation. Oh Narayana, the power of this Maya is as the limitless ocean of unplumbed depths. The feeling, 'I am such and such' is formed by Maya. This is an untruth.

Once Maya casts its net of deception on us, we cannot know and recognize either the truth or untruth. Maya has two principal qualities. Know you what they are! What is visible and true is hidden by Maya. What is not visible and is untrue is shown by Maya. All people are mesmerized by Maya and are victims of illusion. A servant gets a dream that he has become a king. By this dream Maya has shut out his true state of servant hood. In addition even if he was not the king, he fell in to the illusion of believing himself to be the king by the power of Maya in the dream. In this manner, Maya hides the true Brahman and shows the world which is illusory. In truth, this world is not. It is only the universal consciousness which fills all. But due to Maya we are able to see only this world. All things visible to us in this world are mere illusion but we are deluded in to thinking that they are true by the power of Maya. If we succeed in removing the covering of Maya by discriminate knowledge, we will be able to see and realize the Brahman. You will then realize that you are the world. When the pollutants are removed from the water one gets pure water. In the same, way when the Maya is removed pure consciousness is visible.

 Oh Narayana! You think of, pray for and seek the truth.

Atman is the truth. I tell this to all.

To recognize, realize the atman and to be immersed in it is the sole objective of all spiritual endeavor.

These are the simple and effective words from our Great Sadguru about Self- Realization. Baba said, "Keep this instruction safe in your heart. Let it be ever alive to lead you on the right path."

Das Ganu Maharaj ends this conversation between Baba and others with the following words.
When the sun of knowledge rises, can the darkness of ignorance remain? Oh my master, Sri Sai Baba, please put me in your lap. Please give a small place for this child of yours in the shade of the great tree of your grace.

OM SAI RAM!

Wednesday, December 5, 2012

Sai Gita 7 Jnana yoga (Part 1)


Telugu talk



Sai Gita 7 Jnana yoga (Part 1)

Baba gave us his teachings about Karma yoga and Bhakti yoga on several occasions through Nana Chandorkar. As humans, we go through so many difficulties in our life time. But if we follow Baba’s teachings, we can reach our goal that is self-realization.

Once, Chandorkar, the great devotee was sitting in the Masjid pressing Baba’s feet, while he muttered the Gita to himself. He knew by heart the fourth chapter of the Bhagvad Gita and used to repeat it, as a habit, while his hands pressed Sai’s feet. When the thirty-third verse ended, the next verse started: When the thirty-fourth verse started, Nana’s recitation came to rest as Baba decided to ask a question and to impress upon Nana his lesson.

He said: Nana, what are you muttering? Speak slowly and clearly whatever you are saying, so that I can hear whatever you are mumbling”. When he was asked to recite, obeying the orders, he recited all the four lines of the verse. Then Baba asked him to explain it with all the details. Then, Nana with great humility and with folded hands, happily and in a sweet voice gave his reply, explaining what the Lord (Sree Krishna) had to say. Now, so that everyone should clearly understand the dialogue between Sai and Nana, we shall take the original verse from the Gita quoting word by word. To understand the correct meaning of this question, as also the Saint’s mind, this practice should be followed whereby the meaning becomes clear and free of doubts.

T adviddhi pranipatena, pariprashnena sevya.
Upadekshyanti te gyanam, gyaninastattva darshinah .


So many great people gave commentary on this and agree as to its meaning. Nana was well-versed and had deeply studied the Gita.

Baba asked nana to explain the meaning of this verse. Nana, in a sweet melodious voice, modestly and humbly, thinking of the natural order of construction of the words, began explaining the meanings, with respect.

He said: Making prostrations at the Guru’s feet, giving one’s life in the service of the Guru, and questioning the Guru respectfully, then those who have attained the real Knowledge will give instruction of that Knowledge”.

Baba accepted the meaning of the first two metric feet, but listen to what he said about the rest. Where you say that philosophers and those who have attained Real Knowledge will give instruction of that Knowledge, if you use the word Agyan (ignorance), then you will get the real meaning.

 ‘Gyan is not a subject matter of words’. How can it be taught? Therefore, take the opposite of the word Gyan and then it can be experienced at every step. I have listened to the meaning that you have given using the word Gyan. What do you lose by taking it as Agyan’? ‘Agyan is a subject, which can be discussed. Gyantranscends words. Just as the caul envelops the embryo or dust covers the mirror or ashes cover the embers, so does ignorance cover knowledge.

The Lord has said in the Gita2 that Gyan is veiled by Agyan. Therefore, when Agyan is removed, Gyan shines on its own. ‘Gyan shines with its own luster and is self-effected. It is like pure water covered with moss. The intelligent one, who removes this moss will, find the pure water. Similarly Gyan is unobstructed. It is self-evident and in its place. The Power of the inner vision of the eyes is Gyan. The veil or the film over it which increases is Agyan and it is necessary to dispel it. That veil or film should be removed with the skill of your hands and the inner vision should be allowed to manifest driving away the darkness of ignorance. ‘Gyan is something which has to be realized and not something that can be taught.

So let us understand what Baba is teaching us:
To make prostrations, to question respectfully and to serve the Guru are the only means for his Grace. When we do not have these qualities and we lack total faith, the service we perform for Guru is mere lip service. Here Nana’s situation is similar. He has faith in Baba but Sai wanted to burn his ego which cannot be burnt that easily. That’s why this whole thing was played out by Baba.

What is Jnana (Knowledge)?
Whatever we see is not real (illusion), only Brahman(supreme Soul) is real. Experiencing this truth is called Jnana.

First we have to know that there is something like this. By understanding this, we can experience some kind of bliss. If we experience the real truth, then that Satchidananda (Total Bliss) is indescribable.

The world we see is not real. What is that mean?
It does not mean that this does not exist. Anything that exits at one time but disappears after some time is called as Unreal. If we take our universe, all the planets exist at one point but they disappear in space and time. Nothing is left when a planet or solar system disintegrates. In a similar way human body started with a small cell and organizes in to a huge conglomeration of cells. When the soul leaves the body, human body collapses and when we cremate the body what is left?

Why do we have to gain Jnana (knowledge)?
We can relate this kind of concept in our daily lives. When we do not tackle our daily problems with mature thinking, we suffer.

When we do not understand life or a particular object correctly, our outlook on that particular issue will be tainted.

When we want to live with someone we have to understand them properly. We have to be practical in our thinking.

If we can ignore our ego in certain situations, we will really enjoy our life.

To lose our ego, we need devotion (Bhakti) and Baba really emphasized Bhakti so much.

A combined approach is essential:
A learned person (Jnani) can feel that he has the knowledge but wherever there is devotion, ego disappears. We have to perform our daily actions (karmas) with a devotional attitude along with a proper understanding (Jnana). That’s why this Bhagavadgita stanza demands that kind of respect. We can see why Baba chose that Sloka (stanza). Baba taught fundamental principles of Knowledge (Jnana) so that we can achieve our goal as human beings. After listening to this discourse, Nana prostrated to Baba and requested him to direct him in proper path. He begged for his mercy, so that his ego could be burnt.

Even we are sizzling with great qualities (Satva Guna), our mind will have some impurities and we cannot tolerate if someone insults us. Our ego will throw us off balance.

What is Ajnana?
When we have our mind set on fame, name, greed and all other ego boosting qualities, we cannot have peace. This is Ajnana.

What’s miserable is to appear as a person of Knowledge but cannot overcome ego.

Here these qualities are sometimes very deep, and difficult to recognize. This is Maya (illusion).

The so called devotee, can get stuck with ritualistic mind set and cannot tolerate a bruise on his ego. What very he or she does feels right and ego dominates. They will try to control the situation. We see this in spiritual organizations where they tend to fight over their ideas. Even to serve our Guru, we cannot overcome our ego.

The way of Sai:
Sai used to work in a mysterious way. How he accomplished any work without making any fuss about it. The real reason was never disclosed, whether the work was small or big. The work was completed gradually and there was no mention about it anywhere. When some work arises casually, it should be taken into hand without pondering over its root cause or any indication. On the contrary, there is a creation of confusion. Avatars like Baba manifest on this earth for the well-being of others. When their desired mission is finished they merge into that which is not perceptible.

Reality of Life and the solution:
We do not know the root cause of our being, where we have come from and where we will go; why we were created and what is the reason for our birth. We live a life as per our own will. Then the time comes for death and all the senses are unable to function. Even then the good thoughts do not come. Even though we watch with our own eyes the wife, son, brother, mother, other loved and dear ones dying, the mind does not have these good thoughts.

The saints are not of this nature. They are very aware and have full knowledge of their end and know of the time of their death. Till they are in body, they weary their bodies for their devotees with great love and at the end the place where the body is abandoned is utilized for the benefit of their devotees.
Jnana (knowledge) is nothing but learning about these realities. We cannot wait until old age to learn these concepts. They are a waste because your body will not cooperate at that time. We need this Knowledge throughout our life. We need to understand the realities of life death cycle. We think that we are asking for happiness all the time but that is not true.
We need to understand the importance of permanent bliss that is happiness forever.
We need to understand what will cause sorrow and what will give us the real happiness.
If we can put a side our ego, be selfless and perform our actions with humility, devotion and faith, we will succeed in our endeavor.
Baba always taught us to see God in every human being, every movable or immovable objects. 
Serving with humility takes us new heights in Knowledge.


OM SAI RAM!